Who I am
It's always been curiosity.
My mom still tells the story about tying me to a tree. There was heavy equipment working in
the neighbour's yard and I kept getting over there to watch it, so she tied me up in ours. I
don't remember any of it. I recognize it completely.
That's what put me into technology, and it's still the same pull. The equipment just stopped
being something you can stand next to: servers and cable, then estates of them across three
continents, then platforms where none of it is physical at all. It's why I still build things
on my own time. Reading about how something works has never been enough for me, I want to
watch it run.
Outside work the subjects of my curiosity have been diverse. It's landed on a jazz band good
enough to play the Lionel Hampton Jazz Festival, on motocross and later karts, working up
the classes and onto the podium with my own engine rebuilds, suspension and setup along the
way, on a car I did the bodywork and paint on myself and a truck I swapped the engine in and
rebuilt the transfer case on, and on flight training as far as being ready for the private
pilot tests.
The pattern is the same every time. One thing, for as long as it takes to get properly good,
until there's something real to show for it. Then something else catches. Some of it crosses
straight back into my own field. The flying club's website got rebuilt on WordPress and
published while I was a member there, and the club has built on it since. 3D printing
started as a printer I assembled at home and ended with me making the case for rapid
prototyping to a room of engineers at work.
The rest crosses back in ways that are harder to show than a podium and worth more at work.
Going deep in one field gives you a map, and the deeper you go the more you trust it. That's
what makes experts fast, and it's also what makes the map hard to question when a problem
doesn't fit it. I have a map like that for my own field. I've also been a beginner in enough
others to know what a wrong map feels like, and to have seen the shape of most problems
somewhere else first. So when a room has run out of options, I usually have one that didn't
come from inside the room. Gallup's word for that is Ideation, and it's further down this
page.
The best days at work are the days when I help make someone else's day better.
Sometimes that's untangling a hard technical problem. Sometimes it's giving a leader what
they need to make a decision they can defend. Sometimes it's just taking something off
someone's plate on a bad week. It's the part of this job I'd miss.
Putting words to any of this came late. A CliftonStrengths assessment in January 2024 put names
to five things I'd been doing for most of my career. None of them were news. It's just
easier to be deliberate about something once it has a name.